Thursday, September 22, 2011
Memorial Service
HARRINGTON, Francis Edward Harrington, III, 73, of Mesa, AZ passed from this world into the presence of Jesus Christ, his Savior, on September 11, 2011, in Mesa. He is survived by his wife, Mary Harrington, a son, Kenneth, and a daughter, Kristina. His daughter, Elisabeth, predeceased him on February 11, 2006. A memorial service will be held at 2pm Saturday, October 1, at Christchurch, 7464 E. Main St., Mesa. In lieu of flowers, gifts may be sent to either Moody Bible Institute, 820 N. LaSalle Blvd., Chicago, IL 60610 or Christchurch (see address above).
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Gone Home
In some ways, we were not expecting an end to this blog. But in God's timing, the love of my life has gone Home to be with His Lord at 7:35am this morning. He spent about 7 hours in a Hospice facility before leaving this world. Saturday he came down with a high fever and pain that couldn't be relieved by all his pain medication. So we took him to be admitted at a Hospice facility about 4 miles away in hopes they could give him stronger medication. They tried everything, even morphine, to no avail. He spent a restless night. By morning he was talking and seemed to be calmer. The nurse left for a few minutes, and when she came back he was gone.
Today, September "11" brings three significant memories for me. Ten years since 9/"11," our daughter, Lesa, passed away on February "11," and my love went Home on 9/"11." Could all this be "coincidental?" I don't think so!
Today was planned a special "Celebration of Families" along with a celebration for our 55th Anniversary at our church. Of course Ed wanted to be there. But the celebration went on with so many of our "church family." We included in that a "celebration of Ed's life." What a special celebration that was! A number of "family" members planned it all and created a 50's theme, which was the time Ed and I started going together and eventually marrying. It brought back so many good memories.
So, it's been an eventful day for me. We so appreciate how you have stood with us in prayer and uplifting comments throughout this journey. I praise God for your friendship.
John 5:24 says, "I tell you the truth, whoever hears my Word and believes Him who sent me has eternal life and will not be condemned; he has crossed over from death to life."
Today, September "11" brings three significant memories for me. Ten years since 9/"11," our daughter, Lesa, passed away on February "11," and my love went Home on 9/"11." Could all this be "coincidental?" I don't think so!
Today was planned a special "Celebration of Families" along with a celebration for our 55th Anniversary at our church. Of course Ed wanted to be there. But the celebration went on with so many of our "church family." We included in that a "celebration of Ed's life." What a special celebration that was! A number of "family" members planned it all and created a 50's theme, which was the time Ed and I started going together and eventually marrying. It brought back so many good memories.
So, it's been an eventful day for me. We so appreciate how you have stood with us in prayer and uplifting comments throughout this journey. I praise God for your friendship.
John 5:24 says, "I tell you the truth, whoever hears my Word and believes Him who sent me has eternal life and will not be condemned; he has crossed over from death to life."
Friday, September 9, 2011
Pain
What causes pain? Whatever it is, the pain pills I receive from Hospice really help control it for which I am very grateful. Last Saturday I was taking more of the pain meds than I had ever taken before, and I wasn’t getting relief. Being a rational and practical sort of guy, I thought that maybe the growing tumor was putting pressure on some organs and it could increase until no amount of pain pills would help. Not a very good ending for a guy who doesn’t like pain. Resting and medicating myself all day Saturday resulted in Sunday afternoon being much better.
Another possibility to my excessive pain could be attributed to my excessive Friday activities. Our grandson, Chris, and his lovely bride, Kylie, visited us during their honeymoon. What a wonderful but busy day, and that may have contributed to my bad Saturday. Lesson learned: Don’t overdue Ed!
I received some unexpected encouragement this week while reading the fourth chapter of Acts. “When they...realized that they (Peter and John) were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and took note that these men had been with Jesus.” If I was able to choose how I wanted to be remembered, I would hope others would say that I was a man that “had been with Jesus.” What was it about Peter and John that was different? Their character? Places they went? What they read? People they hung out with? Their concern and actions toward others? Guess that I’ll have to continue thinking on this one.
How much effect did your prayers have on me recovering last Sunday afternoon? I honestly don’t know, but I do know that I am grateful for each of you and your prayers. We have a big God who can do anything! Thanks.
Another possibility to my excessive pain could be attributed to my excessive Friday activities. Our grandson, Chris, and his lovely bride, Kylie, visited us during their honeymoon. What a wonderful but busy day, and that may have contributed to my bad Saturday. Lesson learned: Don’t overdue Ed!
I received some unexpected encouragement this week while reading the fourth chapter of Acts. “When they...realized that they (Peter and John) were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and took note that these men had been with Jesus.” If I was able to choose how I wanted to be remembered, I would hope others would say that I was a man that “had been with Jesus.” What was it about Peter and John that was different? Their character? Places they went? What they read? People they hung out with? Their concern and actions toward others? Guess that I’ll have to continue thinking on this one.
How much effect did your prayers have on me recovering last Sunday afternoon? I honestly don’t know, but I do know that I am grateful for each of you and your prayers. We have a big God who can do anything! Thanks.
Friday, September 2, 2011
Fifty-five Years
On Tuesday, August 30th, we celebrated 55 wonderful years of marriage at a small Thai restaurant.
Were all of those years smooth sailing and without turbulence? Of course not! When it rains everyone gets wet. So why do some survive and others crumble during the storms of life? There is a story in the Bible about two men who built houses. One built on the rock and the other built on the sand. Which was standing after the storm? What makes the difference between where we build our house or life? The one on the rock not only knew God’s truth from the Bible, but he put it into practice. He applied it. There is the answer to why some survive.
Have we always obeyed God? No, but the desire of our hearts has been to honor, obey, worship, and please Him in all of life’s events. Because of His grace and mercy we have made it this far, and we’re looking ahead to the next 55 years! Every year gets better when Christ as Lord.
My Hospice nurse, and other friends who see me, can’t believe that I’m feeling and looking so well. Some have commented of my strong faith. How I appreciate the compliment, but I feel that I have the least amount of faith of anyone I know. Only God gets me through one day at a time. Actually it is a really stress free way to live. I suggest that we all try it for a week.
As you can see by how I’m doing, your prayers are being answered. Thanks so much.
Were all of those years smooth sailing and without turbulence? Of course not! When it rains everyone gets wet. So why do some survive and others crumble during the storms of life? There is a story in the Bible about two men who built houses. One built on the rock and the other built on the sand. Which was standing after the storm? What makes the difference between where we build our house or life? The one on the rock not only knew God’s truth from the Bible, but he put it into practice. He applied it. There is the answer to why some survive.
Have we always obeyed God? No, but the desire of our hearts has been to honor, obey, worship, and please Him in all of life’s events. Because of His grace and mercy we have made it this far, and we’re looking ahead to the next 55 years! Every year gets better when Christ as Lord.
My Hospice nurse, and other friends who see me, can’t believe that I’m feeling and looking so well. Some have commented of my strong faith. How I appreciate the compliment, but I feel that I have the least amount of faith of anyone I know. Only God gets me through one day at a time. Actually it is a really stress free way to live. I suggest that we all try it for a week.
As you can see by how I’m doing, your prayers are being answered. Thanks so much.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
A Sure Investment!
A friend of ours lost her job after fourteen years. Other friends lost their home in a foreclosure. My pension fund is not worth what is was a few years ago. We are living in anxious times when many wonder where a secure and safe investment can be found. I found it while reading I Timothy 2:4, “God...wants all men to be saved...”
While pondering this statement, I came to the conclusion that if God wants people saved then some must be lost. So how does God get the people on the lost side of the bridge across to the saved side? Since He is God, can’t He just pick them up and carry them across or does He give us the opportunity to be involved in this miraculous process? I sincerely believe that He allows us to invest our lives in others for eternity. Everyday is another day of decision! What will I invest in--temporal things of this world that will pass away or in people who are lost and would like to be saved? What better way to end my journey here than to hear my loving Heavenly Father say, “Well done, good and faithful servant?” If you’re still anxious about the economy, try investing your life in others.
My Hospice nurse made her weekly visit to see how I’m doing. For a guy who wouldn’t even take an aspirin for a headache, I’m transitioning to my pain meds satisfactorily. Never thought I’d see the day that I’d be like those "old" folk I observe taking all those pills! Now I am one! But I thank God daily for the quality of life that I can have in this winter season of my life as a result of a few pills.
As the tumor grows the pain increases, but because of so many of you praying, God’s grace is sufficient. Thank you dear friends for your concern and prayers.
While pondering this statement, I came to the conclusion that if God wants people saved then some must be lost. So how does God get the people on the lost side of the bridge across to the saved side? Since He is God, can’t He just pick them up and carry them across or does He give us the opportunity to be involved in this miraculous process? I sincerely believe that He allows us to invest our lives in others for eternity. Everyday is another day of decision! What will I invest in--temporal things of this world that will pass away or in people who are lost and would like to be saved? What better way to end my journey here than to hear my loving Heavenly Father say, “Well done, good and faithful servant?” If you’re still anxious about the economy, try investing your life in others.
My Hospice nurse made her weekly visit to see how I’m doing. For a guy who wouldn’t even take an aspirin for a headache, I’m transitioning to my pain meds satisfactorily. Never thought I’d see the day that I’d be like those "old" folk I observe taking all those pills! Now I am one! But I thank God daily for the quality of life that I can have in this winter season of my life as a result of a few pills.
As the tumor grows the pain increases, but because of so many of you praying, God’s grace is sufficient. Thank you dear friends for your concern and prayers.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Do What is Right!
This has been a good week. We continue to receive phone calls, cards, and emails~some from folk we haven’t heard from for over forty years. How grateful we are to have such caring friends. So what is the lesson for me? Don’t wait until my friends get terminal before I encourage them!
My pain is under control and Hospice has provided me with an energy pill to help get me “moving,” and it seems to be helping.
Sunday was fabulous, as always, as we worshipped our awesome God at church, and afterwards we enjoyed an Old Chicago deep dish pizza with a church friend. Monday was our library day when we exchanged our weekly DVDs~watching an old movie is an excellent relaxer since we discontinued our cable TV service over a year ago. Tuesday I had my routine six week stent replaced in my ureter ~if any surgical procedure can be considered routine! Wednesday and Thursday were days of email and other business catch-up tasks (we’re not yet caught up!) Friday night was a highlight of our week as we again gathered with friends for fellowship and discussion of Bible truths.
I titled this, “Do what is right!” It is a challenge today to find people in the news doing what is right, but I found one just this morning while reading 2 Chronicles: “Joash (King of Judah) did what was right in the eyes of the LORD.” Wouldn’t you like that on your tombstone? “(Name) did what was right in the eyes of the Lord.” The wonderful part of this challenge is that it is never too late to do what is right no matter how bad we’ve messed up before. God forgives! Didn’t Jesus die for our sins? Remember that today is the first day of the rest of your life.
Thanks for following us on this journey. Your prayers continue to keep us focused on others and not ourselves. Keep praying!
My pain is under control and Hospice has provided me with an energy pill to help get me “moving,” and it seems to be helping.
Sunday was fabulous, as always, as we worshipped our awesome God at church, and afterwards we enjoyed an Old Chicago deep dish pizza with a church friend. Monday was our library day when we exchanged our weekly DVDs~watching an old movie is an excellent relaxer since we discontinued our cable TV service over a year ago. Tuesday I had my routine six week stent replaced in my ureter ~if any surgical procedure can be considered routine! Wednesday and Thursday were days of email and other business catch-up tasks (we’re not yet caught up!) Friday night was a highlight of our week as we again gathered with friends for fellowship and discussion of Bible truths.
I titled this, “Do what is right!” It is a challenge today to find people in the news doing what is right, but I found one just this morning while reading 2 Chronicles: “Joash (King of Judah) did what was right in the eyes of the LORD.” Wouldn’t you like that on your tombstone? “(Name) did what was right in the eyes of the Lord.” The wonderful part of this challenge is that it is never too late to do what is right no matter how bad we’ve messed up before. God forgives! Didn’t Jesus die for our sins? Remember that today is the first day of the rest of your life.
Thanks for following us on this journey. Your prayers continue to keep us focused on others and not ourselves. Keep praying!
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Cancer/Hospice
One week ago I signed up for Hospice care since the tumor in my back continues to grow and did not respond to the chemo treatments. Hospice will control any pain and do all that is possible to make me comfortable.
This week was very encouraging. Besides celebrating my birthday, we had several visits from friends and phone calls from folk we haven’t talked to for quite awhile. Isn’t it wonderful to have friends?
My highlight for the week from God’s word is Matthew 24 where Jesus said, “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come.” With the tumor sucking the energy out of me, I don’t feel like watching for anything. Then I had this image of me lounging on the couch with a bag of potato chips watching a game show on TV. There is a knock at the door and as I look through the peek hole I see Jesus! Wow! Do I invite Him in or try to clean up my act first?
Maybe you’ll be challenged, as I am, and spend more time watching and preparing for His return. Please continue to pray that I’ll end well. He has promised to never leave me~and He hasn’t!
This week was very encouraging. Besides celebrating my birthday, we had several visits from friends and phone calls from folk we haven’t talked to for quite awhile. Isn’t it wonderful to have friends?
My highlight for the week from God’s word is Matthew 24 where Jesus said, “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come.” With the tumor sucking the energy out of me, I don’t feel like watching for anything. Then I had this image of me lounging on the couch with a bag of potato chips watching a game show on TV. There is a knock at the door and as I look through the peek hole I see Jesus! Wow! Do I invite Him in or try to clean up my act first?
Maybe you’ll be challenged, as I am, and spend more time watching and preparing for His return. Please continue to pray that I’ll end well. He has promised to never leave me~and He hasn’t!
Friday, August 5, 2011
A New Direction
A couple of weeks ago I mentioned that we had some tough decisions to make in the near future. Since the tumor continued to grow during the clinical trial chemo, I decided to cease that treatment due to the adverse side affects. The CT scan I had yesterday confirmed its steady growth. There was a possibility of starting a new treatment, but after talking with two oncologists, the consensus was that the best I could expect was a few more months of life. The possibility of a cure is practically nil. The decision was made yesterday to discontinue all further medical treatment. I will meet with a Hospice representative this afternoon to discuss my future.
Many of you were praying for us to make the right decision, and we have complete peace that your prayers were answered. While reading I Chronicles, I noted several times where King David inquired of God. If a nation’s leader feels the need to go to God for guidance, why not me?
When we began our weekly trips to Tucson for chemo back in January, we had decided that the experience could be bad or good. It was up to us, and we went for the good and anticipated an adventure every week. This week was a highlight as we visited St Anthony’s Greek Orthodox Monastery 8 miles south of Florence in the middle of the desert! Six monks from Greece founded the place in 1995 and have since built a lovely oasis in no-man’s land with the help of about 43 newer monks. There are beautiful chapels, water fountains, living quarters and gardens. A must see if you’re ever passing through Florence, Arizona.
Seems that this cancer thing is now taking us in a new direction. Please continue to pray as you feel led since the more challenging part of our journey lies ahead. Thanks always for your concern, friendship, and prayers.
Many of you were praying for us to make the right decision, and we have complete peace that your prayers were answered. While reading I Chronicles, I noted several times where King David inquired of God. If a nation’s leader feels the need to go to God for guidance, why not me?
When we began our weekly trips to Tucson for chemo back in January, we had decided that the experience could be bad or good. It was up to us, and we went for the good and anticipated an adventure every week. This week was a highlight as we visited St Anthony’s Greek Orthodox Monastery 8 miles south of Florence in the middle of the desert! Six monks from Greece founded the place in 1995 and have since built a lovely oasis in no-man’s land with the help of about 43 newer monks. There are beautiful chapels, water fountains, living quarters and gardens. A must see if you’re ever passing through Florence, Arizona.
Seems that this cancer thing is now taking us in a new direction. Please continue to pray as you feel led since the more challenging part of our journey lies ahead. Thanks always for your concern, friendship, and prayers.
Friday, July 29, 2011
ENJOY LIFE!
My last chemo treatment was over four weeks ago and what changes have I experienced? The feet and fingers continue to be numb. It is difficult to describe, but from my thighs to my feet it feels like achy mush, and I’m not sure if my legs are going to give out. The tumor in my back always aches, but I control the pain with pills. One of the side effects of the pain medication is” faulty plumbing"! The good news is that my energy level has increased somewhat.
How do you enjoy life? Seems that most of us in America “enjoy” by having more stuff and doing more things. Interesting how our priorities for enjoyment change as our situation changes. If you lose your job, a new job may bring enjoyment. If you get sick, getting well brings enjoyment. Since I have terminal cancer, what do you think I need to “enjoy life?”
The wisest and richest man in the world, King Solomon, said, “Enjoy life with your wife...” I’ve been doing that for nearly 55 years and it’s been great. In August of 1956, Mary and I vowed to stay with each "for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish from this day forward until death do us part." We have both found that King Solomon was right. Real, fulfilling enjoyment is not found in the temporal stuff that the world has to offer, but in enjoying life with each other with Christ as the Lord of our marriage.
In spite of the cancer and chemo, your concern and prayers make every day brighter. Thanks.
How do you enjoy life? Seems that most of us in America “enjoy” by having more stuff and doing more things. Interesting how our priorities for enjoyment change as our situation changes. If you lose your job, a new job may bring enjoyment. If you get sick, getting well brings enjoyment. Since I have terminal cancer, what do you think I need to “enjoy life?”
The wisest and richest man in the world, King Solomon, said, “Enjoy life with your wife...” I’ve been doing that for nearly 55 years and it’s been great. In August of 1956, Mary and I vowed to stay with each "for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish from this day forward until death do us part." We have both found that King Solomon was right. Real, fulfilling enjoyment is not found in the temporal stuff that the world has to offer, but in enjoying life with each other with Christ as the Lord of our marriage.
In spite of the cancer and chemo, your concern and prayers make every day brighter. Thanks.
Friday, July 22, 2011
Thirsty
If you have ever hiked in the desert in the summer you know that the number one rule is to drink lots of water. Recently the heat wave has moved east where it is more humid, but one still needs to obey rule number one. The psalmist said, "...my soul thirsts for you (Lord)..." So what is the difference between my body or my soul being thirsty? I satisfy my body by turning on the water tap, but what about my soul? Does it need satisfying too? What is my soul? Is it the real me?
Interesting that the psalmist thirsted for the Lord. What else could have satified his soul? What else would I want to satisfy my soul? I will try and follow the example from Psalms and thirst for God!
Since the chemo treatments have ceased for the present, I was looking forward to returning to a
somewhat normal lifestyle. So why am I still fatigued and achy? The doctor said that it takes time to rid the body of the chemicals. So what is my excuse for not seeking and thirsting after my Lord? As we used to say in the military, "No excuse, sir." Guess that is me!
Thank you for praying, and please continue. There are still some tough decisions to be made concerning my future.
Interesting that the psalmist thirsted for the Lord. What else could have satified his soul? What else would I want to satisfy my soul? I will try and follow the example from Psalms and thirst for God!
Since the chemo treatments have ceased for the present, I was looking forward to returning to a
somewhat normal lifestyle. So why am I still fatigued and achy? The doctor said that it takes time to rid the body of the chemicals. So what is my excuse for not seeking and thirsting after my Lord? As we used to say in the military, "No excuse, sir." Guess that is me!
Thank you for praying, and please continue. There are still some tough decisions to be made concerning my future.
Friday, July 15, 2011
Eliminate
Websters definition is: to completely remove or get rid of. Since Ed "quit" chemo, his last being on July 7, his body has about 4 weeks to completely remove or get rid of the residual chemo in his body. His next appointment with his oncologist at present is on August 4, and they are talking of another type of chemo that might give him a few more months beyond what the previous chemo promised. He will also have another CT scan to see how the tumor is doing. So we are praying, along with many from our church as well as YOU, that God will lead us to the right decision.
Ed has been feeling somewhat better these last few days, with a little more energy and not quite as fatigued. We praise God for that. Today he even walked around 2 of the 5 lakes we have where we live!
While he waits until the chemo is flushed out of his system, we are reminded that God will NEVER leave us as He states in Hebrews 13:5. While circumstances change, He is changeless! What a promise that is as we walk through this together.
How grateful we are to each of you for your steadfast prayers and concern. God is a God who CAN perform miracles, and we are proactive in asking Him for one! Are you?
Ed has been feeling somewhat better these last few days, with a little more energy and not quite as fatigued. We praise God for that. Today he even walked around 2 of the 5 lakes we have where we live!
While he waits until the chemo is flushed out of his system, we are reminded that God will NEVER leave us as He states in Hebrews 13:5. While circumstances change, He is changeless! What a promise that is as we walk through this together.
How grateful we are to each of you for your steadfast prayers and concern. God is a God who CAN perform miracles, and we are proactive in asking Him for one! Are you?
Friday, July 8, 2011
I QUIT
If you are like me you don’t like quitters. “Finish what you start,” my mom used to say. So yesterday, after consulting with my oncologist, I quit the chemo treatment for the present time.
The cumulative affect of the chemo has caused me to be so fatigued that I’m barely able to function other than to sit in a lazy boy and read a book. Also, after six months of clinical trial chemo, my tumor continues to grow.
So what’s next? In August I’ll return to the Cancer Center in Tucson to be evaluated. It is amazing that the doctors say that I’m very healthy except for the cancer. Meanwhile, the tumor grows, my backache increases, and I get to experience more of God’s grace. So where do I go for hope? Doctors? Diets? More drugs? The psalmist said in Psalm 62:5, “...my hope comes from Him (God)...” Sounds like a winner, so I’ll continue trusting in Him!
Thanks again to each of you for your concern, prayer support, CDs, cards, notes, emails, suggestions. Although my hope is in God, you are my flesh and blood encouragers.
The cumulative affect of the chemo has caused me to be so fatigued that I’m barely able to function other than to sit in a lazy boy and read a book. Also, after six months of clinical trial chemo, my tumor continues to grow.
So what’s next? In August I’ll return to the Cancer Center in Tucson to be evaluated. It is amazing that the doctors say that I’m very healthy except for the cancer. Meanwhile, the tumor grows, my backache increases, and I get to experience more of God’s grace. So where do I go for hope? Doctors? Diets? More drugs? The psalmist said in Psalm 62:5, “...my hope comes from Him (God)...” Sounds like a winner, so I’ll continue trusting in Him!
Thanks again to each of you for your concern, prayer support, CDs, cards, notes, emails, suggestions. Although my hope is in God, you are my flesh and blood encouragers.
Friday, July 1, 2011
For what would you ask?
Suppose you could have only one wish. For what would you ask? In Psalm 27, David asked to, "...gaze upon the beauty of the LORD..." This was a thought provoking question for me this week. I could ask for more "stuff" that I can't take with me! I could ask to go someplace like the moon. But it would only offer a temporary high. Maybe David was on to something! If I want to be like my Lord, and if I want Him to have all of me, what could be better than hanging out with Him and gazing on his beauty? Share some of your wishes with me.
Thursday was a routine chemo day for me, and now I get to sit back and see what side effects show up this week besides fatigue. It has now been six months since my chemo began. We also discovered another good Tucson Mexican restaurant called San Carlos Grill.
Since my days here appear to be getting shorter everyday, I have been trying to be more selective in how I spend my time. Discussing with friends how we can make a positive difference in people's lives has been fulfilling. Focussing on individuals rather than the whole world has helped. I have a tentative appointment with a Vietnamese gentleman. He is from a Communist, atheistic country and expressed a desire to know about God. I can't save the world, but if I can introduce one or two folks to the living God who changed me, isn't that worth the time and effort?
Because of your prayers our spirits continue to be up. Thanks so much and pray especially for my dear wife and caregiver, Mary. Since I am doing less and less due to fatigue, she is doing more and more.
Thursday was a routine chemo day for me, and now I get to sit back and see what side effects show up this week besides fatigue. It has now been six months since my chemo began. We also discovered another good Tucson Mexican restaurant called San Carlos Grill.
Since my days here appear to be getting shorter everyday, I have been trying to be more selective in how I spend my time. Discussing with friends how we can make a positive difference in people's lives has been fulfilling. Focussing on individuals rather than the whole world has helped. I have a tentative appointment with a Vietnamese gentleman. He is from a Communist, atheistic country and expressed a desire to know about God. I can't save the world, but if I can introduce one or two folks to the living God who changed me, isn't that worth the time and effort?
Because of your prayers our spirits continue to be up. Thanks so much and pray especially for my dear wife and caregiver, Mary. Since I am doing less and less due to fatigue, she is doing more and more.
Friday, June 24, 2011
The Tumor
Yesterday's CT scan showed that the tumor is continuing to grow, but since the Chemo has shrunk some of the lymph nodes, my Oncologist and I decided to continue treatment for the present time. In the near future, we may change treatment plans, but my options are few.
I have been reading through the Old Testament for my daily devotions, and this week I came to Job. Here was a God-fearing, righteous, and fairly well-off man who lost everything except his wife. So just when he needs a word of encouragement in the worst way, she says, "Curse God and die." His reply really spoke to my heart: "Shall we accept good from God and not trouble?" WOW! Seems like we're always asking for and thanking God for the "good stuff." Yet, we are not immune from trouble!
Remember the hymn, "Have Thine Own Way, Lord?" In one of the verses it says, "Thou art the Potter, I am the clay." What right does the clay have to dictate to the Potter how it is to be made and what it is to experience? God has promised a new, flawless and glorified body to those who are followers of Christ. Sounds good to me! Until then, one day at a time in fellowship with Him.
Thanks for praying. From a human perspective, I may not be healed. But Mary and I are in good spirits and seem to have continuing opportunities to encourage some of those who work at the cancer center on a weekly basis.
I have been reading through the Old Testament for my daily devotions, and this week I came to Job. Here was a God-fearing, righteous, and fairly well-off man who lost everything except his wife. So just when he needs a word of encouragement in the worst way, she says, "Curse God and die." His reply really spoke to my heart: "Shall we accept good from God and not trouble?" WOW! Seems like we're always asking for and thanking God for the "good stuff." Yet, we are not immune from trouble!
Remember the hymn, "Have Thine Own Way, Lord?" In one of the verses it says, "Thou art the Potter, I am the clay." What right does the clay have to dictate to the Potter how it is to be made and what it is to experience? God has promised a new, flawless and glorified body to those who are followers of Christ. Sounds good to me! Until then, one day at a time in fellowship with Him.
Thanks for praying. From a human perspective, I may not be healed. But Mary and I are in good spirits and seem to have continuing opportunities to encourage some of those who work at the cancer center on a weekly basis.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Are we there yet?
I've been visiting the cancer center in Tucson for over 4 years and doing it weekly for the past 6 months. It is just over 100 miles and about a 2-hour drive from our home in Mesa, AZ. Seems like I'm slipping into that, "Are we there yet?" mode. Why does something that was once fun and adventuresome become boring?
Having grown up in the Washington, D.C. area, I was used to GREEN trees, grass, shrubs, and vines. When I moved west the wide open spaces of the BROWN desert were new, exciting, and beautiful in its own way, but repetition and time can lead to boredom. This can happen with going to work or school every day. How about staying home and caring for the kids and cleaning house? Even the weekly date with my spouse can get old after awhile. Why does this happen?
Maybe I'm looking for happiness for me! Think of some of the ways to find happiness, but they don't last. It is only temporary. My marriage to Mary was the happiest day of my life up to that time and then the thrill of this new relationship slowly started to wear off. We weren't ready to call it quits, but something was slipping away like a candle burning out. I needed something fulfilling that wouldn't end!
Then I read in John where Jesus came to give me an abundant life! What's that? Could it mean a life with purpose, meaning, direction, joy, peace, and everything else? I decided to accept His gift by faith and see it there really was something more than a temporal happiness. I found that lasting joy is found in Jesus Christ, the solid rock, the eternal God.
"Are we there yet?" still slips into my thoughts as we travel to Tucson, but by God's grace, I am able to focus more on all that I have and am in Christ.
Your continued prayers are always welcome. Thanks for your concern.
Having grown up in the Washington, D.C. area, I was used to GREEN trees, grass, shrubs, and vines. When I moved west the wide open spaces of the BROWN desert were new, exciting, and beautiful in its own way, but repetition and time can lead to boredom. This can happen with going to work or school every day. How about staying home and caring for the kids and cleaning house? Even the weekly date with my spouse can get old after awhile. Why does this happen?
Maybe I'm looking for happiness for me! Think of some of the ways to find happiness, but they don't last. It is only temporary. My marriage to Mary was the happiest day of my life up to that time and then the thrill of this new relationship slowly started to wear off. We weren't ready to call it quits, but something was slipping away like a candle burning out. I needed something fulfilling that wouldn't end!
Then I read in John where Jesus came to give me an abundant life! What's that? Could it mean a life with purpose, meaning, direction, joy, peace, and everything else? I decided to accept His gift by faith and see it there really was something more than a temporal happiness. I found that lasting joy is found in Jesus Christ, the solid rock, the eternal God.
"Are we there yet?" still slips into my thoughts as we travel to Tucson, but by God's grace, I am able to focus more on all that I have and am in Christ.
Your continued prayers are always welcome. Thanks for your concern.
Friday, June 10, 2011
The cure
What is the cure for cancer? It depends on the type cancer. Chemo cures many kinds, and in the last couple of months several new drugs have come out for treating metastatic melanoma. But these new drugs only "maintain" or slow the growth of the tumor. They do NOT shrink or remove it. Presently there is NO cure for the cancer that I have, so extending a fair quality of life is the aim of the treatment. This is not what one would call encouraging news unless there really is a better place beyond this life!
Jesus told us that he was going to prepare a better place for those who are his followers. What a great promise! So why should I continue chemo treatments if I'm only delaying my time to see my Savior face to face? Good question, and my answer is that God has not finished with me yet here on earth! Just last weekend we met a young couple who are our new neighbors. How will God use us in their lives? I don't know, but we'll be ready and available.
I trust that you're looking for opportunities to be a blessing to others too. There are so many hurting people all around us.
Mary and I continue to be encouraged by your prayers. Thanks so much.
Jesus told us that he was going to prepare a better place for those who are his followers. What a great promise! So why should I continue chemo treatments if I'm only delaying my time to see my Savior face to face? Good question, and my answer is that God has not finished with me yet here on earth! Just last weekend we met a young couple who are our new neighbors. How will God use us in their lives? I don't know, but we'll be ready and available.
I trust that you're looking for opportunities to be a blessing to others too. There are so many hurting people all around us.
Mary and I continue to be encouraged by your prayers. Thanks so much.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Nurse Ann
Nurse Ann became a nurse after a long time in the hospital as a little girl. Her arm went through the wringer of an old washing machine, and when it arrived at her shoulder it continued to turn and peel the skin and muscle away. This was a bad event in her life, but God used it for good! Today she is healed and helping folks like me receive their chemo infusion.
I'd say that cancer is a bad event in my life. Can God use it for good? Normally I am an active person, but the fatigue from the chemo has changed that. So God tells me to stop and wait on Him. In the first chapter of Revelation it says that one can be blessed by hearing and reading the Bible. Wow! I can do that, and it is working. Every day I read a portion of God's Word and He shows me a promise or something else that is comforting or encouraging.
Don't know if you're experiencing any "bad events" today, but God can use it for good.
Thanks again to each of you for your prayers and concern. We can sense God's power in our lives because you prayed.
I'd say that cancer is a bad event in my life. Can God use it for good? Normally I am an active person, but the fatigue from the chemo has changed that. So God tells me to stop and wait on Him. In the first chapter of Revelation it says that one can be blessed by hearing and reading the Bible. Wow! I can do that, and it is working. Every day I read a portion of God's Word and He shows me a promise or something else that is comforting or encouraging.
Don't know if you're experiencing any "bad events" today, but God can use it for good.
Thanks again to each of you for your prayers and concern. We can sense God's power in our lives because you prayed.
Friday, May 27, 2011
Options!
Have you had the bill collector call on an overdue bill and you're short of cash? You may have asked, "What are my options?" Yesterday I presented a similar question to my oncologist concerning the 5 inch melanoma tumor in my back which is wrapped around my aorta and ureter.
Our discussion concluded that the tumor is too big for radiation and even if we did go that route, more damage could possibly be done to the surrounding organs and tissue. How about radioactive implants? I asked. Pretty much the same answer as before. Since the melanoma has metastasized, removing it from one area is not the cure.
Therefore the clinical trial chemo that I'm on is the only hope for killing the cancer cells. So I press on and am thankful that in spite of the side affects, that I'm basically doing well.
Writing this reminds me of all the options that I have when I get up in the morning. Number one is mentally deciding whether I'm going to have a good day or a bad day. Since I'm a follower of Jesus Christ, I normally decide on the good day. If not, wouldn't I be saying to God that, "You can't handle what I'm going through today?" My God is bigger than that and I trust that your God is too!
Thanks to each of you for notes, emails, cards, prayers, and to Bob and Anne for the uplifting CD.
Our discussion concluded that the tumor is too big for radiation and even if we did go that route, more damage could possibly be done to the surrounding organs and tissue. How about radioactive implants? I asked. Pretty much the same answer as before. Since the melanoma has metastasized, removing it from one area is not the cure.
Therefore the clinical trial chemo that I'm on is the only hope for killing the cancer cells. So I press on and am thankful that in spite of the side affects, that I'm basically doing well.
Writing this reminds me of all the options that I have when I get up in the morning. Number one is mentally deciding whether I'm going to have a good day or a bad day. Since I'm a follower of Jesus Christ, I normally decide on the good day. If not, wouldn't I be saying to God that, "You can't handle what I'm going through today?" My God is bigger than that and I trust that your God is too!
Thanks to each of you for notes, emails, cards, prayers, and to Bob and Anne for the uplifting CD.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Flawless
What would it be like to have a flawless body? Until my latest bout with cancer, I thought that my body was almost flawless. Well, maybe I was a little overweight! The eyes were failing, but I fixed that by wearing bifocals. My sore back only acted up when I twisted the wrong way or lifted something that was too heavy.
This last week was a real reminder that I'm still living in the realm of the flawed. After having the stent between my kidney and bladder replaced, I was completely wiped out and useless for the rest of the day. Even though this is my week off of chemo (I have it 3 Thursdays out of 4), I still needed the blood test which revealed that my white cell count (immune system) was very low. Boy am I flawed!
While going through the Old Testament for my daily time with God, I read 2 Samuel 22:31, "...the words of the LORD are flawless." This was worth pondering. Everything on the earth is flawed in some way. It's either dying or deteriorating, but here is an exception~~God's Word! So with limited time to spend here on earth, what will I do with my time? Spend it with flawed, temporal things or with something that is eternal? Flawless? God's Word?
Interesting that this topic would come up when so many are wondering what will happen tomorrow. Some are saying that the rapture will take place and others that the end of the world will come. I don't know about you, but as for Mary and me, we have placed our faith and hope is Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior. Bring it on. We're ready!
This last week was a real reminder that I'm still living in the realm of the flawed. After having the stent between my kidney and bladder replaced, I was completely wiped out and useless for the rest of the day. Even though this is my week off of chemo (I have it 3 Thursdays out of 4), I still needed the blood test which revealed that my white cell count (immune system) was very low. Boy am I flawed!
While going through the Old Testament for my daily time with God, I read 2 Samuel 22:31, "...the words of the LORD are flawless." This was worth pondering. Everything on the earth is flawed in some way. It's either dying or deteriorating, but here is an exception~~God's Word! So with limited time to spend here on earth, what will I do with my time? Spend it with flawed, temporal things or with something that is eternal? Flawless? God's Word?
Interesting that this topic would come up when so many are wondering what will happen tomorrow. Some are saying that the rapture will take place and others that the end of the world will come. I don't know about you, but as for Mary and me, we have placed our faith and hope is Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior. Bring it on. We're ready!
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Finger Nails
If you've ever had a really bad itch, you know why God gave us fingernails! Several weeks ago my fingernails started looking and feeling like I'd hit them with a hammer. They continue to function as scratchers, but not as before due to their being sensitive. This is a result of the chemo and it is now spreading to my toenails. Since I don't scratch with my toenails, that isn't a problem, but the sensitivity slightly affects my walking. Before this chemo started in January, I didn't have an excuse for forgetting things or tiring out while Mary pushed ahead as we walked around the lake or Walmart. Now I can blame all of my shortcomings on the chemo!
Why do I need a reason for not being perfect? Why do I have to blame someone or something? Isn't human nature interesting? How grateful I am for the promises in God's Word~they assure me that I don't have to be perfect for God accepts me just as I am. One day Jesus will return to take ALL of His own home or someday He'll call ME home. Then I'll be free of pain, and this aging body will be with Him forever! With no more itching, I won't even need these fingernails anymore!
Don't forget to thank God everyday for the little things~like your fingernails. I regularly thank God for you and your prayers for Mary and me as we continue this journey.
Why do I need a reason for not being perfect? Why do I have to blame someone or something? Isn't human nature interesting? How grateful I am for the promises in God's Word~they assure me that I don't have to be perfect for God accepts me just as I am. One day Jesus will return to take ALL of His own home or someday He'll call ME home. Then I'll be free of pain, and this aging body will be with Him forever! With no more itching, I won't even need these fingernails anymore!
Don't forget to thank God everyday for the little things~like your fingernails. I regularly thank God for you and your prayers for Mary and me as we continue this journey.
Friday, May 6, 2011
Running Late
Our weekly drive to Tucson normally takes about 2 hours, and we allow an extra 15 minutes for traffic, etc. This week we didn't move at one portion of the trip for 15 minutes due to road construction. Whoops! There went our cushion, and I was on a rather tight schedule at the Cancer Center. We weren't too late for the routine lab visit to see if my blood count was high enough for the chemo treatment, but then the time crunch arrived. The chemo infusions were running close to an hour behind schedule which meant I would finish at 3:00pm. I had an appointment for a CT scan at 3 o'clock down the street, which was the latest they could do the CT scan!
Food is an important part of my daily life, and I had to fast for 2 hours before the CT scan. Normally I'm encouraged to have a snack while receiving my infusion, but because of the delay, I had to grab a snack of apple sauce before the chemo so that I could observe the 2 hour fast.
God is good! The chemo infusion ended at 2:45 and I was able to make the CT scan at 3:00pm! Between 5:00 and 7:00pm, Mary and I had dinner. A brain scan was scheduled for me at 7:00pm~the earliest they could fit me in.
We arrived home after a long and tiring day of 13 hours! What did I learn? Wait on God and don't get nervous or impatient which is really difficult for me.
Oh, by the way, my oncologist called and informed me that the brain scan didn't reveal any bad stuff growing there. That's good news! The CT scan showed the tumor had grown by a slight amount (1 cm), so we'll be able to continue the present chemo treatment. That's just news that reminds me of Who is in control of this whole ordeal. Your concern and prayers are a great encouragement. Thank you.
Food is an important part of my daily life, and I had to fast for 2 hours before the CT scan. Normally I'm encouraged to have a snack while receiving my infusion, but because of the delay, I had to grab a snack of apple sauce before the chemo so that I could observe the 2 hour fast.
God is good! The chemo infusion ended at 2:45 and I was able to make the CT scan at 3:00pm! Between 5:00 and 7:00pm, Mary and I had dinner. A brain scan was scheduled for me at 7:00pm~the earliest they could fit me in.
We arrived home after a long and tiring day of 13 hours! What did I learn? Wait on God and don't get nervous or impatient which is really difficult for me.
Oh, by the way, my oncologist called and informed me that the brain scan didn't reveal any bad stuff growing there. That's good news! The CT scan showed the tumor had grown by a slight amount (1 cm), so we'll be able to continue the present chemo treatment. That's just news that reminds me of Who is in control of this whole ordeal. Your concern and prayers are a great encouragement. Thank you.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Fire Alarm
The nurse disconnected my IV and said, "We've got to get out of the building!" So our day at the cancer center was not routine.
After it was all clear and I finished the chemo, we drove to the Hotel Del Coronado in CA for "The Partner's Forum" sponsored by Moody Bible Institute. The theme is Abiding in Him...Bearing Much Fruit, and we're reminded of the fire alarm. There is an urgency as we live each day as followers of Christ.
We didn't know how I'd do after the long drive, but decided that I could stay in bed if I was too tired. So far I'm doing great in spite of the fatigue. It must be the energy from God's people and His Word!
When we arrived yesterday, a friend we hadn't seen for over 20 years came to visit and serenaded us with a couple of songs. Wow! Was that an emotional experience. And tonight we're having dinner with our dear friends, Paul and Dona, whom we have known for over forty years.
They drove for over two hours to take the time to see us!
I'm getting tired, so I'd better close for now. There were many other exciting things that
happened last week we'll have to share another time. Trust that your week has been good also.
Thanks for praying. Friends like you are such a blessing to us!
After it was all clear and I finished the chemo, we drove to the Hotel Del Coronado in CA for "The Partner's Forum" sponsored by Moody Bible Institute. The theme is Abiding in Him...Bearing Much Fruit, and we're reminded of the fire alarm. There is an urgency as we live each day as followers of Christ.
We didn't know how I'd do after the long drive, but decided that I could stay in bed if I was too tired. So far I'm doing great in spite of the fatigue. It must be the energy from God's people and His Word!
When we arrived yesterday, a friend we hadn't seen for over 20 years came to visit and serenaded us with a couple of songs. Wow! Was that an emotional experience. And tonight we're having dinner with our dear friends, Paul and Dona, whom we have known for over forty years.
They drove for over two hours to take the time to see us!
I'm getting tired, so I'd better close for now. There were many other exciting things that
happened last week we'll have to share another time. Trust that your week has been good also.
Thanks for praying. Friends like you are such a blessing to us!
Friday, April 22, 2011
FLASHBACK
While traveling to and from Tucson weekly for my chemo treatment, we see several folk bicycling. There are single riders as well as groups of cyclists. Most of them have the traditional fast bikes and the appropriate outfits that make them look like serious cyclists, whether they are or not.
This past Thursday, I had a flashback to to 1973 when our son, Ken, and I cycled from Camarillo, CA up to Salinas to visit my Aunt Grace. We took our sleeping bags and slept in fields with the cows. One night, outside of a prison, we slept in some high grass. About midnight, we were awakened by the sound of guys who obviously had too much to drink~they were less than 100 feet from us! It's amazing where our imaginations took us! Had they escaped from prison? Were they looking for hostages? Should we try and sneak away, or lay low and hope they don't find us? We decided on the latter, and they never found us. What a great time we spent together on that trip, just father and son.
Now that I'm closer to meeting my Lord face-to-face than I have ever been, life takes on a different perspective. Live every day to the fullest. It could be my last! Treasure those special times in life with loved ones. I may not have another chance. It is never too late for me to thank or encourage someone. All of those shortcomings in others that I complain about, Jesus addressed when He told me to get the log out of my own eye before complaining about the splinter in someone else's eye. How should I live if I know that I only have another year, month, week, or day on this earth?
This Easter season is a great time for Christians to reflect on the victory that Jesus won for us when He rose from the dead. Victory over death and sin! I trust that you know Him and can share in that victory too.
This past Thursday, I had a flashback to to 1973 when our son, Ken, and I cycled from Camarillo, CA up to Salinas to visit my Aunt Grace. We took our sleeping bags and slept in fields with the cows. One night, outside of a prison, we slept in some high grass. About midnight, we were awakened by the sound of guys who obviously had too much to drink~they were less than 100 feet from us! It's amazing where our imaginations took us! Had they escaped from prison? Were they looking for hostages? Should we try and sneak away, or lay low and hope they don't find us? We decided on the latter, and they never found us. What a great time we spent together on that trip, just father and son.
Now that I'm closer to meeting my Lord face-to-face than I have ever been, life takes on a different perspective. Live every day to the fullest. It could be my last! Treasure those special times in life with loved ones. I may not have another chance. It is never too late for me to thank or encourage someone. All of those shortcomings in others that I complain about, Jesus addressed when He told me to get the log out of my own eye before complaining about the splinter in someone else's eye. How should I live if I know that I only have another year, month, week, or day on this earth?
This Easter season is a great time for Christians to reflect on the victory that Jesus won for us when He rose from the dead. Victory over death and sin! I trust that you know Him and can share in that victory too.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Pudding Remedy
I have never had to take medication to control my blood pressure, but when it reaches the upper limits of the normal zone, I can lower it by losing weight. Many folks like myself also deal with "white coat" syndrome~anxiety that causes blood pressure to rise when one enters a doctor's office or other medical facility.
Just before I receive my chemo, my blood pressure and temperature are first checked and then checked again when the infusion is complete. While I'm sitting up or in a reclining position during the procedure, the nursing staff wants me to be as comfortable as possible. I am offered a pillow, a warm blanket, and snacks. Wanting to get my money's worth, I accept all offers and usually take chocolate pudding for my snack. My blood pressure is normally lower when the procedure is complete, and I'm convinced it must be the chocolate pudding! If keeping your blood pressure down is a challenge, you might want to try the pudding remedy!
Thursday's chemo was routine, but it really knocked me over as far as the fatigue factor is concerned. That's why this report is a day late. Yesterday was a busy day, and I was wiped out. The side effects can be different every week, so it is difficult to plan anything around how it went the week before.
One fingernail on each hand has been red for some time. It looks like I hit them with a hammer, and it also has a similar feeling. This morning, all the other nails on both hands look like like that too! Well, it's all part of this adventuresome journey.
Words can't express how much Mary and I appreciate your concern and prayers on our behalf. Thanks so much.
Just before I receive my chemo, my blood pressure and temperature are first checked and then checked again when the infusion is complete. While I'm sitting up or in a reclining position during the procedure, the nursing staff wants me to be as comfortable as possible. I am offered a pillow, a warm blanket, and snacks. Wanting to get my money's worth, I accept all offers and usually take chocolate pudding for my snack. My blood pressure is normally lower when the procedure is complete, and I'm convinced it must be the chocolate pudding! If keeping your blood pressure down is a challenge, you might want to try the pudding remedy!
Thursday's chemo was routine, but it really knocked me over as far as the fatigue factor is concerned. That's why this report is a day late. Yesterday was a busy day, and I was wiped out. The side effects can be different every week, so it is difficult to plan anything around how it went the week before.
One fingernail on each hand has been red for some time. It looks like I hit them with a hammer, and it also has a similar feeling. This morning, all the other nails on both hands look like like that too! Well, it's all part of this adventuresome journey.
Words can't express how much Mary and I appreciate your concern and prayers on our behalf. Thanks so much.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Emotions
After doing this chemo thing for over three months, I decided to reflect on what emotions are triggered by this weekly event:
I experience JOY when I'm with Mary for the seven hours that we are together on our mission to Tucson. She is the sunshine of my life.
My TRUST is in the nurses and other staff at the Arizona Cancer Center who are not only very professional in performing their duties, but they do their jobs with a cheerful spirit.
Where does FEAR fit into all of this? So far God's love has cast out any fear, for which we are most grateful.
SURPRISE comes from finding a new place to eat and now seeing the desert flowers beginning to bloom.
Mary and I have a habit of holding hands while praying and singing hymns at church on Sunday. Last week as she reached over to take my hand, I was overcome with SADNESS as I realized that one day she'll reach over and I won't be there.
DISGUST and ANGER have not been a part of my emotional trip yet.
ANTICIPATION is an interesting word. I don't relish the thought of getting poked with needles every week, and I don't think it is something I anticipate. My mind and heart are so focussed on enjoying the view of the desert, a new restaurant, encouraging someone at the cancer center, that any negative stuff is not present, Of course I could decide to redirect my focus, and then I might have a not so good day. Philippians 4:8 tells me what to think about if I want to enjoy the God of peace, and I strive to do this daily.
I experience JOY when I'm with Mary for the seven hours that we are together on our mission to Tucson. She is the sunshine of my life.
My TRUST is in the nurses and other staff at the Arizona Cancer Center who are not only very professional in performing their duties, but they do their jobs with a cheerful spirit.
Where does FEAR fit into all of this? So far God's love has cast out any fear, for which we are most grateful.
SURPRISE comes from finding a new place to eat and now seeing the desert flowers beginning to bloom.
Mary and I have a habit of holding hands while praying and singing hymns at church on Sunday. Last week as she reached over to take my hand, I was overcome with SADNESS as I realized that one day she'll reach over and I won't be there.
DISGUST and ANGER have not been a part of my emotional trip yet.
ANTICIPATION is an interesting word. I don't relish the thought of getting poked with needles every week, and I don't think it is something I anticipate. My mind and heart are so focussed on enjoying the view of the desert, a new restaurant, encouraging someone at the cancer center, that any negative stuff is not present, Of course I could decide to redirect my focus, and then I might have a not so good day. Philippians 4:8 tells me what to think about if I want to enjoy the God of peace, and I strive to do this daily.
Friday, April 1, 2011
FRIENDS
What are FRIENDS for? This past week has been a time of experiencing what FRIENDS are all about. Saturday we had a pizza reunion of our Home Bible study group from 2006 . What memories were rekindled, and how encouraging to have FRIENDS who are concerned and praying for you regularly.
Sunday morning we worshipped with our FRIENDS at Christchurch, and there were lots of hugs shared too. It is amazing how much a hug communicates without a word being said!
FRIENDS in our present Home Bible study group finished Ephesians Sunday evening with more encouraging words and hugs. What does one do without FRIENDS? They are a necessary part of life!
Have you ever had the doctor ask you to describe the pain or ache that is bothering you? It has become a weekly ordeal for me, and I wish the answer was easy to explain. My back aches, but the restless leg syndrome and heaviness in my lower abdomen is challenging to put into words, and it definitely effects my sleep. Everything else went well at the cancer center. Since I had a late appointment, we again stopped at Bubbs Grub on the way home .
I nearly forgot to mention that I had my stent replaced on Tuesday. That was going well until the nurse inserting the IV said, "Oh, that isn't good!" Since IVs or anything to do with needles is not one of my favorite things, and I don't watch what they are doing, this was not a good statement for me to hear. I was hoping, from that point on, she would continue doing her job without comment, and she did.
God's Word for the week is Numbers 9:8, "WAIT untilI I find out what the LORD commands..." This was the response Moses gave when asked questions without ready answers. As I continue this cancer journey, I have loads of questions for God, and He says, "Wait." He also says that He will never leave me, and that He is my Rock. What more do I need?
Sunday morning we worshipped with our FRIENDS at Christchurch, and there were lots of hugs shared too. It is amazing how much a hug communicates without a word being said!
FRIENDS in our present Home Bible study group finished Ephesians Sunday evening with more encouraging words and hugs. What does one do without FRIENDS? They are a necessary part of life!
Have you ever had the doctor ask you to describe the pain or ache that is bothering you? It has become a weekly ordeal for me, and I wish the answer was easy to explain. My back aches, but the restless leg syndrome and heaviness in my lower abdomen is challenging to put into words, and it definitely effects my sleep. Everything else went well at the cancer center. Since I had a late appointment, we again stopped at Bubbs Grub on the way home .
I nearly forgot to mention that I had my stent replaced on Tuesday. That was going well until the nurse inserting the IV said, "Oh, that isn't good!" Since IVs or anything to do with needles is not one of my favorite things, and I don't watch what they are doing, this was not a good statement for me to hear. I was hoping, from that point on, she would continue doing her job without comment, and she did.
God's Word for the week is Numbers 9:8, "WAIT untilI I find out what the LORD commands..." This was the response Moses gave when asked questions without ready answers. As I continue this cancer journey, I have loads of questions for God, and He says, "Wait." He also says that He will never leave me, and that He is my Rock. What more do I need?
Friday, March 25, 2011
Short day
After 3 Thursdays of Chemo, yesterday was a short day since I only had to give blood and have no chemo. My fingers are more sensitive, fatigue continues, and my head is still without hair! My white cell count continues to be somewhat low which means my immune system isn't what it should be, but that is to be expected with chemo. Praise the Lord that I haven't caught anyone's viruses!
The desert flowers are beginning to bloom, which is really beautiful since we don't have the opportunity to watch the sunrise as it takes place now before we are on the road. Another interesting sign, south of Florence, reads, "Tom Mix Memorial." I remember seeing Tom Mix cowboy movies on TV as a kid in the early 1950s. He made over 300 films, but only 9 were not silent films. So what was the sign on the Florence highway about ? That is near where he died in an automobile accident in 1940. A rather interesting fellow that you might want to Goggle search.
Have a great week and I hope to do the same.
The desert flowers are beginning to bloom, which is really beautiful since we don't have the opportunity to watch the sunrise as it takes place now before we are on the road. Another interesting sign, south of Florence, reads, "Tom Mix Memorial." I remember seeing Tom Mix cowboy movies on TV as a kid in the early 1950s. He made over 300 films, but only 9 were not silent films. So what was the sign on the Florence highway about ? That is near where he died in an automobile accident in 1940. A rather interesting fellow that you might want to Goggle search.
Have a great week and I hope to do the same.
Friday, March 18, 2011
St. Patrick's Day
I did wear my green shirt to the Cancer Center yesterday to keep from being pinched! It worked, but It didn't deter the nurses who manned the needles. It was interesting to see how many folks wore green on the Day of the Irish, whether out of some inner conviction or just to following the crowd. The old, "everyone's doing it," thing seems to drag many of us into areas that we don't really know anything about.
My latest side effect from the chemo are sensitive fingernails! I was told that this was normal and that it may get worse. Other than the fingernail thing and fatigue, I'm doing okay. God is faithful, and Mary and I look to Him daily for strength and hope.
We continue to relish your concern and prayers as we continue this new journey.
My latest side effect from the chemo are sensitive fingernails! I was told that this was normal and that it may get worse. Other than the fingernail thing and fatigue, I'm doing okay. God is faithful, and Mary and I look to Him daily for strength and hope.
We continue to relish your concern and prayers as we continue this new journey.
Friday, March 11, 2011
Hifalutin
Hifalutin is where we ate after an uneventful day doing chemo in Tucson. All of last week was fairly good except for the fatigue. My white cell count was down, which was expected, but that is what chemo is all about~killing cells and hoping that more cancer cells are killed than good ones!
Since I had an early afternoon appointment at the Arizona Cancer Center, we arrived at the Hifalutin about 3pm. Never been there before, but wouldn't you be curious of a restaurant with a name like that? The country music was playing as we entered. Our table was beside an old saddle as part of the decor~a real western eater., Our server even wore a cowboy hat! The sandwiches were monster sized, and we were certain we'd be sick if we ate the whole thing. But they were so good we left hardly a thing. We'll definitely chalk up Hifalutin for a return visit.
While continuing our drive back to Mesa, we looked for the "desert" cows that greeted us last week. However, the only wildlife we saw were several birds and one lone chipmunk running for the other side of the road before it became roadkill. He made it, and I'm sure he had an exciting story to share with his family that night.
Have a good week, and we'll try and do the same.
Since I had an early afternoon appointment at the Arizona Cancer Center, we arrived at the Hifalutin about 3pm. Never been there before, but wouldn't you be curious of a restaurant with a name like that? The country music was playing as we entered. Our table was beside an old saddle as part of the decor~a real western eater., Our server even wore a cowboy hat! The sandwiches were monster sized, and we were certain we'd be sick if we ate the whole thing. But they were so good we left hardly a thing. We'll definitely chalk up Hifalutin for a return visit.
While continuing our drive back to Mesa, we looked for the "desert" cows that greeted us last week. However, the only wildlife we saw were several birds and one lone chipmunk running for the other side of the road before it became roadkill. He made it, and I'm sure he had an exciting story to share with his family that night.
Have a good week, and we'll try and do the same.
Friday, March 4, 2011
Good news, bad news
Yesterday was my 8 week CT scan to see if the cancer is growing, shrinking, or remaining the same. That was at 10:30am, then at 12:30 I had lab work to find out if my blood count was up enough for my regular chemo treatment. I saw the oncologist at 1:30 and continued with my chemo infusion about 3:00. The blood work indicated that I'm basically healthy, and the oncologist said that the good news from the CT scan showed that the cancerous lymph nodes had shrunk. The other side of the coin showed that the tumor in my back had grown about 10%, but not enough to be concerned at this point.
While receiving my 30 minute infusion, I talked with a lady who was having a 2-1/2 hour treatment for lung cancer which had reoccured after 7 years. She had one lung removed earlier, and the cancer that she now had was incurable. She was in good spirits. Is the grass always greener on the other side? Maybe we should look at how blessed we are in spite of our circumstances!
After a long day in Tucson, we spent a relaxing night there using up some Marriott points and returned to Mesa this morning. If you have ever seen the land between Mesa and Tucson by way of Florence, you know that it is a barren desert for the most part. On our leisurely drive home what do we see but cows! That must be what the sign was referring to that read, "Watch for animals next 4 miles." And we were looking for desert creatures like road runners, coyotes, etc.! It was another adventuresome trip, enhanced by the added attraction of "desert cows!" God is good and He humors us with His sense of humor.
While receiving my 30 minute infusion, I talked with a lady who was having a 2-1/2 hour treatment for lung cancer which had reoccured after 7 years. She had one lung removed earlier, and the cancer that she now had was incurable. She was in good spirits. Is the grass always greener on the other side? Maybe we should look at how blessed we are in spite of our circumstances!
After a long day in Tucson, we spent a relaxing night there using up some Marriott points and returned to Mesa this morning. If you have ever seen the land between Mesa and Tucson by way of Florence, you know that it is a barren desert for the most part. On our leisurely drive home what do we see but cows! That must be what the sign was referring to that read, "Watch for animals next 4 miles." And we were looking for desert creatures like road runners, coyotes, etc.! It was another adventuresome trip, enhanced by the added attraction of "desert cows!" God is good and He humors us with His sense of humor.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Another great Day!
Yesterday morning we headed for the AZ Cancer Center in Tucson at 7:15AM. The sky was partly cloudy with a shower of beautiful pink and white rays shining down in the east. We could almost see Jesus returning as He said He would in John, "...I will come again..." With the hymns playing on our CD and experiencing this wonderful sight, we were ready to jump out of the car and go meet Him!
After arriving in Tucson, my blood was checked routinely and was found to be low in white and red cells which was also expected. The good news was that this was my scheduled week off from chemo which is normally 3 weeks on and 1 week off. While there, we met Fashion, a companion German Shepherd that was transferred from Guide Dogs for the Blind in San Rafael, CA. Our daughter, Lesa, had trained Zorine, a German Shepherd for the same organization nearly 35 years ago. What a small world!
Since it was too early for lunch, we stopped at The Chantilly Tea Room, for tea and scones. What a quaint and charming little place. As I sipped my chocolate mint tea and Mary her white fruit tea, we felt like we were back in the 17th century with our carriage rather than car parked out front. The tea cups and pots were all uniquely different, and our server, Kristin, was a delight dressed like she, too, was from long ago. When we stepped outside, we found our car, not our carriage, and we were brought back to reality.
After arriving in Tucson, my blood was checked routinely and was found to be low in white and red cells which was also expected. The good news was that this was my scheduled week off from chemo which is normally 3 weeks on and 1 week off. While there, we met Fashion, a companion German Shepherd that was transferred from Guide Dogs for the Blind in San Rafael, CA. Our daughter, Lesa, had trained Zorine, a German Shepherd for the same organization nearly 35 years ago. What a small world!
Since it was too early for lunch, we stopped at The Chantilly Tea Room, for tea and scones. What a quaint and charming little place. As I sipped my chocolate mint tea and Mary her white fruit tea, we felt like we were back in the 17th century with our carriage rather than car parked out front. The tea cups and pots were all uniquely different, and our server, Kristin, was a delight dressed like she, too, was from long ago. When we stepped outside, we found our car, not our carriage, and we were brought back to reality.
Friday, February 18, 2011
I LOVE THAT
Chemo session #5 for Ed came and went without any difficulties. A little more rash. A little less hair. Nothing outstanding. I do have to say that he seems to enjoy joking with the infusion nurse of the day. Others getting chemo in the same room seem to do nothing by lie back in the reclining chair and sleep or listen to music via earphones (of course they may be receiving chemo that takes anywhere from 1-8 hours~whereas Ed's just takes 30 minutes!). But in our little corner of the room there is chatter and laughter abounding. He is truly living God's Word: "A cheerful heart is good medicine..." (Prov. 22a). I love that about him!
We really enjoy our drives to Tucson each week. We are enraptured by the beautiful songs about our wonderful Savior streaming from our CD player as if we were in the very presence of God. Our Savior enhances our joy through His paintings in the sky. We've seen the reds, pinks, and yellows of unbelievable sunrises. We've seen sunny, cloudless skies as though painted on a beautiful blue canvas. Sometimes that beauty is enhanced by white, puffy clouds which seem to float effortlessly on their own throughout the wide expanse. And then, there was this time. As the skies became cloudy and overcast, obscuring the sun that started out the day, God seemed to open up small portals of the sky so that we could get glimpses of the sunbeams which emanated, it seemed, from Heaven itself~so much contrast that we could hardly keep our eyes off of that light. "At that time men will see the Son of Man coming in clouds with great power and glory" (Mark 13:26). I love that about Him!
How can we not praise God for this driving time. It could be mundane and boring. It could be something we just endure to get the chemo done~a two hour ride each way, week after week. But no. We have chosen to make it an adventure, and that it is. There is something new and exciting in it week after week, and we can only thank God for this opportunity. I love that!
Mary
We really enjoy our drives to Tucson each week. We are enraptured by the beautiful songs about our wonderful Savior streaming from our CD player as if we were in the very presence of God. Our Savior enhances our joy through His paintings in the sky. We've seen the reds, pinks, and yellows of unbelievable sunrises. We've seen sunny, cloudless skies as though painted on a beautiful blue canvas. Sometimes that beauty is enhanced by white, puffy clouds which seem to float effortlessly on their own throughout the wide expanse. And then, there was this time. As the skies became cloudy and overcast, obscuring the sun that started out the day, God seemed to open up small portals of the sky so that we could get glimpses of the sunbeams which emanated, it seemed, from Heaven itself~so much contrast that we could hardly keep our eyes off of that light. "At that time men will see the Son of Man coming in clouds with great power and glory" (Mark 13:26). I love that about Him!
How can we not praise God for this driving time. It could be mundane and boring. It could be something we just endure to get the chemo done~a two hour ride each way, week after week. But no. We have chosen to make it an adventure, and that it is. There is something new and exciting in it week after week, and we can only thank God for this opportunity. I love that!
Mary
Friday, February 11, 2011
Q & A
Here are some questions that people have asked, but I'm only answering from a patient's perspective. This is NOT an official medical information center.
What is chemo?
Chemo is short for chemicals that are infused into a person with cancer with the hope of killing the cancer cells. Some chemo is taken orally by pill. While this is taking place many good cells are also being killed, thus the side effects that we so often hear of like loss of hair. Different chemicals are used to attack different cancers, and the treatment varies according to the type of cancer being treated. Since I have metastatic melanoma, which is incurable, I've chosen to be part of a clinical trial research group where a new drug is being used with hopeful positive results. My cancer is being continually tracked through blood work and CT scans. Whether the tumor shrinks or grows larger, it is the doctors who will determine how long to continue the chemo. The treatment that I'm receiving is only 30 minutes every Thursday for three weeks and then a week off.
What determines whether one receives chemo, radiation, or surgery?
Many factors are involved, but I've had surgery when the tumor was found early and isolated such as colon, prostate and even melanoma. The problem was removed and no further treatment was required. Radiation is also used on isolated tumors, but chemo appears to be the treatment of choice when the cancer has spread and is present in the blood stream.
What are the side effects of chemo?
The list is endless, and every person responds differently. Fatigue is high on the list, and I'm experiencing that one. Hair loss has its positive points. No more barbers or shaving! Dry skin, a rash, and draining sinuses have been other effects of the chemo on me.
How do you keep from being discouraged?
Mary is my greatest encourager after God. I'm actually in a win, win situation. Living one day at a time in a personal relationship with Jesus Christ couldn't be better. Circumstances change, but He doesn't change! My daily prayer is to not allow that fellowship with Him to falter. And when God takes me home, I'll see my Savior face to face and enjoy Him forever. Can you offer me a better plan than that?
Our weekly trip to Tucson isn't drudgery. We have decided that it will be an adventure. Yesterday my infusion nurse was from the Netherlands where we had visited 50 years ago while in the USAF. Can you believe that we remembered eating in a quaint restaurant in Amsterdam called The Five Flies? After all this time, she said that it was still there!
Then while driving home our stomachs were saying, "Stop for food," so we did. Bubb's Grubb didn't look like much from the outside, but what a great discovery! Their pulled pork BBQ was outstanding, and we'll no doubt eat there again.
Your prayers are greatly appreciated, and the results are obvious daily in how God has kept us trusting and focused on Him.
What is chemo?
Chemo is short for chemicals that are infused into a person with cancer with the hope of killing the cancer cells. Some chemo is taken orally by pill. While this is taking place many good cells are also being killed, thus the side effects that we so often hear of like loss of hair. Different chemicals are used to attack different cancers, and the treatment varies according to the type of cancer being treated. Since I have metastatic melanoma, which is incurable, I've chosen to be part of a clinical trial research group where a new drug is being used with hopeful positive results. My cancer is being continually tracked through blood work and CT scans. Whether the tumor shrinks or grows larger, it is the doctors who will determine how long to continue the chemo. The treatment that I'm receiving is only 30 minutes every Thursday for three weeks and then a week off.
What determines whether one receives chemo, radiation, or surgery?
Many factors are involved, but I've had surgery when the tumor was found early and isolated such as colon, prostate and even melanoma. The problem was removed and no further treatment was required. Radiation is also used on isolated tumors, but chemo appears to be the treatment of choice when the cancer has spread and is present in the blood stream.
What are the side effects of chemo?
The list is endless, and every person responds differently. Fatigue is high on the list, and I'm experiencing that one. Hair loss has its positive points. No more barbers or shaving! Dry skin, a rash, and draining sinuses have been other effects of the chemo on me.
How do you keep from being discouraged?
Mary is my greatest encourager after God. I'm actually in a win, win situation. Living one day at a time in a personal relationship with Jesus Christ couldn't be better. Circumstances change, but He doesn't change! My daily prayer is to not allow that fellowship with Him to falter. And when God takes me home, I'll see my Savior face to face and enjoy Him forever. Can you offer me a better plan than that?
Our weekly trip to Tucson isn't drudgery. We have decided that it will be an adventure. Yesterday my infusion nurse was from the Netherlands where we had visited 50 years ago while in the USAF. Can you believe that we remembered eating in a quaint restaurant in Amsterdam called The Five Flies? After all this time, she said that it was still there!
Then while driving home our stomachs were saying, "Stop for food," so we did. Bubb's Grubb didn't look like much from the outside, but what a great discovery! Their pulled pork BBQ was outstanding, and we'll no doubt eat there again.
Your prayers are greatly appreciated, and the results are obvious daily in how God has kept us trusting and focused on Him.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Great week!
Missing a week of chemo really made a difference in my week. Less fatigue and the rash is almost gone! The hair is almost gone too!
Yesterday we drove to Tucson where it was 18 degrees! We didn't have to go to Chicago to cool off! My chemo resumed at a lesser dosage in hopes that my white cell count will remain in the safe zone, and next week we'll find out if it worked. All of the medical folks that work with me are very pleasant and professional which helps the experience to be more "enjoyable." The 30 minute chemo infusion goes by very quickly. There is a nurse who was assigned to me several weeks ago who is always available to brief me on not only what is happening but also with what will take place. If she isn't in sight, we have her paged or call her at her personal number. So, due to her input I know more than I understand! Tracking of so much data for the research is mind boggling, but thank God that all of the info will someday help someone with melanoma, if not me.
In 1988, Mary and I had the privilege of visiting the Holy Land with a friend who was to be our guide on a "walking tour." Before we left the States he emphasized how we had to be "fit" for our coming adventure. He encouraged us to walk every day and have comfortable hiking shoes. Our tour was great since we were "fit."
This week I read in Hebrews 10 (The Message), "...we are made fit for God by the once and for all sacrifice of Jesus." A pretty profound statement. But suppose that it is true! I'm already fit and ready for God because of what Jesus did. But shouldn't I try and go to church more, give more alms, do more penance, or whatever to be ready to meet God when He calls me home? Jesus did all that was needed ONCE on the cross for me to be ready or "fit" for Him. How can puny little me add anything to what God has already done? One day at a time. That is one of God's promises for me this week.
Yesterday we drove to Tucson where it was 18 degrees! We didn't have to go to Chicago to cool off! My chemo resumed at a lesser dosage in hopes that my white cell count will remain in the safe zone, and next week we'll find out if it worked. All of the medical folks that work with me are very pleasant and professional which helps the experience to be more "enjoyable." The 30 minute chemo infusion goes by very quickly. There is a nurse who was assigned to me several weeks ago who is always available to brief me on not only what is happening but also with what will take place. If she isn't in sight, we have her paged or call her at her personal number. So, due to her input I know more than I understand! Tracking of so much data for the research is mind boggling, but thank God that all of the info will someday help someone with melanoma, if not me.
In 1988, Mary and I had the privilege of visiting the Holy Land with a friend who was to be our guide on a "walking tour." Before we left the States he emphasized how we had to be "fit" for our coming adventure. He encouraged us to walk every day and have comfortable hiking shoes. Our tour was great since we were "fit."
This week I read in Hebrews 10 (The Message), "...we are made fit for God by the once and for all sacrifice of Jesus." A pretty profound statement. But suppose that it is true! I'm already fit and ready for God because of what Jesus did. But shouldn't I try and go to church more, give more alms, do more penance, or whatever to be ready to meet God when He calls me home? Jesus did all that was needed ONCE on the cross for me to be ready or "fit" for Him. How can puny little me add anything to what God has already done? One day at a time. That is one of God's promises for me this week.
Friday, January 28, 2011
Time wasters
Have you ever made a "to do" list of say 10 items to be completed before you go to bed? I seem to thrive on that lifestyle, and since beginning chemo my energy level has dropped about 70%! That means I can only accomplish maybe 3 of the 10 items. So how do I decide what should be done today and what should be put off?
God showed me a wonderful principle in Ephesians 5 (The Message) where it says, "Don't waste your time on useless work..." WOW! Now I can eliminate much useless TV, reading, and even certain meetings. In Philippians 4, God's Word further says, "It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life." So one day at a time doing less and allowing Christ to displace worry. As you read this, you might get the impression that I think chemo is fun! Let me assure you that it is NOT, but God is so faithful in sharing His promises with me everyday. What a comforter and encourager He is.
Yesterday, after finding out that my white cell count was too low to receive chemo, my treatment was delayed for one week. All other tests show that I'm quite healthy, so why the cancer and the low white cell count? No one has been able to answer that question, but God knows!
How much Mary and I appreciate your prayers which are being answered daily. Our spirits are good and there are minimal side effects (hair beginning to fall out and an itchy rash). Thank you for your concern and for your prayers.
God showed me a wonderful principle in Ephesians 5 (The Message) where it says, "Don't waste your time on useless work..." WOW! Now I can eliminate much useless TV, reading, and even certain meetings. In Philippians 4, God's Word further says, "It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life." So one day at a time doing less and allowing Christ to displace worry. As you read this, you might get the impression that I think chemo is fun! Let me assure you that it is NOT, but God is so faithful in sharing His promises with me everyday. What a comforter and encourager He is.
Yesterday, after finding out that my white cell count was too low to receive chemo, my treatment was delayed for one week. All other tests show that I'm quite healthy, so why the cancer and the low white cell count? No one has been able to answer that question, but God knows!
How much Mary and I appreciate your prayers which are being answered daily. Our spirits are good and there are minimal side effects (hair beginning to fall out and an itchy rash). Thank you for your concern and for your prayers.
Friday, January 21, 2011
UMC and Me (Ed)
UMC or University Medical Center houses the Arizona Cancer Center which houses the Melanoma Research Center in Tucson, AZ. If I hadn't been scheduled for chemo yesterday morning we would have missed a marvelous sunrise. There was a great hymn playing on the CD player and for an instant we thought that just maybe we had entered Heaven!
This week God has reminded me in Ephesians 1 (The Message) that, "It's in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for." It's not about my circumstances or health, stuff that is temporal and will pass away, but it's in Christ that I find out who I really am and why I'm here! Knowing this has given Mary and me a peace that is difficult to describe.
Thus far I have NOT experienced any major side effects, but know that can change at any time. Meanwhile, we're moving ahead with life and grateful for the concern and prayers from each of you which has been the reason for our emotional victory over this dreaded disease. Continue to pray and we'll continue to keep you updated on our latest journey.
This week God has reminded me in Ephesians 1 (The Message) that, "It's in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for." It's not about my circumstances or health, stuff that is temporal and will pass away, but it's in Christ that I find out who I really am and why I'm here! Knowing this has given Mary and me a peace that is difficult to describe.
Thus far I have NOT experienced any major side effects, but know that can change at any time. Meanwhile, we're moving ahead with life and grateful for the concern and prayers from each of you which has been the reason for our emotional victory over this dreaded disease. Continue to pray and we'll continue to keep you updated on our latest journey.
Friday, January 14, 2011
1st Chemo
Ed was given the option of being a candidate for a Clinical Trial (a type of research study) at UMC in Tucson or taking the already approved chemo (Dacarbazine) for metastatic melanoma which has only had an 11% response rate. After reading all the information and discussing it with Ed's oncologist, we chose to do this. This clinical trial consists of an A group and a B group. Group A uses Abraxane and Group B uses Dacarbazine. Group A drug is being researched in hopes it will produce even better results and eventually be approved by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration for metastatic melanoma. It is presently approved in the US for the treatment of women with metastatic breast cancer. However, for this study it will be given at a different dose and treatment schedule. One of the reasons we chose the clinical trial is that someday others will be able to benefit from the results of the trial no matter what it does for Ed.
On January 6, 2011, we drove to Tucson as Ed had to have blood work done, a bone scan, a CAT scan, and a PET scan. Over the next several days, we got word that no other tumors were seen. That was great news for us!
On January 12, we again traveled to Tucson for the first chemo treatment. He was assigned to Group A and it only took 30 minutes to administer. Blood samples were taken before and after the chemo as well as another 24 hours after (we opted to spend the night rather than make the drive back and forth). We were told this drug probably won't cause the nausea and vomiting other chemo drugs do, but they did give us a Rx "just in case." It wasn't needed! It, however, is likely to make his hair fall out.
So the regimen for Ed's treatment is: chemo given once a week for 3 weeks. Then he gets a week off with an office visit on the first day of that off week. Then, after that week, the cycle starts over again.
Many have prayed with us and for us as we go through this. We appreciate all of you. Our support system is STRONG as is our faith in God through Jesus Christ, our Lord.
Ed's next treatment is Thursday, the 20th. We'll be posting each week after his Thursday treatments, so most likely the posts will be out on Fridays.
On January 6, 2011, we drove to Tucson as Ed had to have blood work done, a bone scan, a CAT scan, and a PET scan. Over the next several days, we got word that no other tumors were seen. That was great news for us!
On January 12, we again traveled to Tucson for the first chemo treatment. He was assigned to Group A and it only took 30 minutes to administer. Blood samples were taken before and after the chemo as well as another 24 hours after (we opted to spend the night rather than make the drive back and forth). We were told this drug probably won't cause the nausea and vomiting other chemo drugs do, but they did give us a Rx "just in case." It wasn't needed! It, however, is likely to make his hair fall out.
So the regimen for Ed's treatment is: chemo given once a week for 3 weeks. Then he gets a week off with an office visit on the first day of that off week. Then, after that week, the cycle starts over again.
Many have prayed with us and for us as we go through this. We appreciate all of you. Our support system is STRONG as is our faith in God through Jesus Christ, our Lord.
Ed's next treatment is Thursday, the 20th. We'll be posting each week after his Thursday treatments, so most likely the posts will be out on Fridays.
New Beginnings
In 2007, Ed was diagnosed with metastatic melanoma~twice in the same place on his leg. Surgery did the trick both times. For three years he has been seeing his oncologist at the University Medical Center in Tucson, AZ, about a 2-hr drive one way, which also is a melanoma research center. The first 2 years he was being seen every 3 months, and after that every 6 months. With all the blood work and various tests they found him to be "cancer free."
The Fall of 2010, he began to have some discomfort in his back. More tests revealed that the melanoma had returned in the form of a retroperitoneal mass (tumor) about 5" in size in his back. This time it's not operable. So begins our present journey.
The Fall of 2010, he began to have some discomfort in his back. More tests revealed that the melanoma had returned in the form of a retroperitoneal mass (tumor) about 5" in size in his back. This time it's not operable. So begins our present journey.
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